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2011-07-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

Me: I just parked at Asia Cafe.. Dinner calls.

Ash: I want pan meeeeeeee... pls? :)

Laa: I wannnnt also

Me : * shares a picture of pan mee on whatsapp*

Ash: Omg pan meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! *sniff sniff*

Me: SOON, it will be yours! Muahahahahaha *evil laugh*

I'm pretending we are evil villains in a movie btw :P

Laa: Hahahahahhahaha what?!

Me: What is this? New character in the movie? Must be some useless sidekick..

Ash: Commentator kot..

Me: Ah ok..

Laa: Hello! Dont la bully me

Me: *ignores the lowly commentator*

Laa: -_-"

********

Laa: Still there? How far to reach home?

Me: Distance? 10 mins. Traffic conditions? probably tomorrow.

Laa: Ohhhhhh hahahahahaha

What are you doing to entertain yourself la?

Me: Listening to song lyrics in a way I have never listened to them before..

With unrivalled concentration and focus

Laa: Hahahahahaha....

Well, you know the quality time you wanted to have?

The quiet time at least once a day? You can have it now :P

Me: Its been 2 hours and my car is still in the same place ah!

I am so at peace with myself right now, you have no idea. I am THE Zen master.

Or mistress, or whatever.

Laa: Hahahahahahaha

*******

Still my own

2011-05-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Scared and angry, uncertain, weak;

Thinking thrice before I speak;

Who is this? What's wrong with me?
A burden to my family.

Crawl into a hole down below,
Time passes fast and yet so slow,
Resolutions thrown into the bin,

Confidence tastes like guilty sin;

Have faith, just come and hold me close,

This isn't forever, but do you know?

Once more I'll hold my head up high,

Go past and look you in the eye;

Touch my heart and walk with me,

For we can conquer eternity;
I may be weak now, flesh and soul,

But I'm not dead, I'm still my own.

Blues

2010-12-04T13:21:00.000-08:00

So lately things have been a lil weird, a lil strange, a lil busy, a lil different. No longer am I in my comfortable bubble of happiness (or what my good friend called the pretty people bubble.. apparently good-looking people live in a bubble that is different from reality, because people are nicer to them. Hmm. But that's a discussion for another day. P.s.: I do NOT live in a pretty bubble laaa =_=)

Before my last post (which was fluff anyway..) my 2nd last post was way back in May. I can't remember what made me stop writing. Lack of ideas, motivation and time probably. On second thoughts, I remember now. I was depressed starting from May all the way to October. Ooooo. Good thing I don't blog when I am depressed :)

So many things have happened since then. Some illegal (ok, one illegal) and some perfectly legal, but left me feeling.. tainted. Now that I am over it, I can look back and say I hope to never go down that road again. But weirdly enough, when it was actually happening, it did not feel wrong in the least. So why the bad aftertaste now?

In October, I was happy. Very happy in fact. Last month, not so much. Is this how people go insane? By caving in to depression, by not caring? In the past few years I have managed to reach levels of melancholy that I previously never knew existed within me. I blame it on my great uni experience =_= It was not a very happy time in my life. But I thought all that was behind me now. So why do I feel this way?

I am living with one of my best friends, I have a nice room, good friends who care about me, a car, too much clothes and accessories and a job that pays me enough. Ok, so the love life sector needs to be fixed. But I am healthy (no terminal illness that I know of at least.. apart from growing older, but everyone suffers from that), I don't have any life-crushing debts (ok maybe one.. hello PTPTN :P), I am young, I am well-fed and I still have a family that cares for me. I have so much to be thankful for.

So why. am. I. not.
?

I have always had walls deep inside. My friends have always told me I compartmentalize too well. "like a guy" they say. I am often amused by this, though I know it is not exactly meant as a compliment. But what's so wrong with protecting yourself from hurt? Of course it is inevitable, but aren't I allowed to be cautious?

Another thing I have been told by too many people is, I think too much. Sighhhhhhhhh

This post seems to be going around in circles. I'll try to make more sense the next time I blog. If there is a next time.

xoxox

A short post, and promise of more to come :)

2010-11-10T08:52:00.000-08:00

I am back from Diwali holz.. and my bestie suddenly came up to my room to ask me a weird question, out of the blue! "Do you have your ex on FB?"

me: You mean A*a***? (name has been hidden to protect privacy :P)

choo: No, I mean V***** (name has been bla bla :P)

me: Errr... no? Why would I want to add him on FB? Why are YOU asking me this anyway?

choo: I wanted to see his pictures...

me: what for?

choo: I wanted to see what an asshole looks like..

me: Oh that's easy, go take off your pants and bend down in front of the mirror lo :D

*choo then starts whacking me. Friendship is pain -_-" owww *

P.S.: I then proceeded to do a search for his name on FB and it turns out not only does he now have an account, he has added my brother as a friend! And my stupid idiot of a brother has accepted him as his friend. SHEESH. Blood thicker than water, my foot la.

On the bright side, he is now super ugly. And Choo is very happy that I am no longer with him, as she can't comprehend how ugly he is (neither can I actually. In JUST 6 years! omg *knocks on wood*)

Dear Karma,

Thank you for making him pay for all the abuse :D

Sincerely,

xox

Prince Charming

2010-05-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago, my parents were down in Subang. I had some stuff to settle back in my uni so I followed the back last week. Dad decided to drive my car up coz it's bigger. So when I got back to Subang after my 3 day weekend, I ended up using my mum's Viva... then this week, my parents came down again, and my dad was asking me if I wanted to switch the car. I liked the feel of the light Viva, as well as the fuel-saving aspect of it, so I told my dad i will switch with him when they leave to Penang again.. Then this conversation took place.

Aunt: How old is Kuganaa right now?

Me: I'm 24 this year

Mum: So if any of you know any prospective guys.... can introduce la

*laughter all around, except from me*

Me: Mum, do you seriously think I can't find a husband of my own? That I need to be introduced to guys and all..

Mum: Well, you are single now, although you have had boyfriends before..

Me: That's coz I realised early that things would not work out... Isn't it better that I break up and become single, rather than get divorced and become a divorcee?

Mum: Yea but still, you have been single for some time already now, so let your aunties introduce you to some guys la

Me: -_-" No offence mom, but I can see their taste in suitable husbands... Not that there is anything wrong with my uncles, but personally, I would want a guy who is more.... EXCITING! :D

Aunt: Your uncle was exciting what, when I met him... then we got married and had children, so can't be "exciting" any more la, now he's RELIABLE

Dad: Reliable is good what... I like reliable

Me: That's coz you're one of them! No its ok, I will ask you guys for help when I need it... in the meantime, I'm still waiting for my EXCITING Prince Charming with a tattoo to appear and....

DAD: *interrupting* Have you noticed that when you take turnings at high speed the car feels a bit light?

Me: Er *lost in fantasies of Prince Charming* huh? When I take turnings at high speed? Oh the car! *un-blurs self* your car feels light all the time what, compared to the Saga..

DAD: No, particularly when you take corners at high speed....

Mum: *interrupting* The car can turn turtle k, be careful

Me: Turn turtle? You mean go upside down?

Dad: Yea.. it's very light, so you need to be careful..

Me: Oh ok... but when the car turns turtle lah my Prince Charming will have the oppurtunity to come and save me! :P

Dad: Yea yea, he will lift the car and save you

Me: He doesn't need to lift the car la, he just needs to lift ME from the car :D

Mum: Then my car? You better make him lift my car and bring it home too

Me: And how is he gonna do that?

Mum: You can always help him..

Dad: If he can lift a fatty like you, I'm sure he can lift the car too

Me: =_="""""

**************

A bit later on, while having dinner in Asia Cafe, there was a handsome Caucasian sitting behind my mum.. my dad, Arveena, myself and the cousins were sitting at a different table..

Me: Mum! *then in tamil* "I predict he will be the one saving me from my turtle-turned car, coz I'm gonna drive the car here and take that corner sharply right in front of him" :P

Neenu: He carries an umbrella too, just like you.

Me: Aww... and omg he's eating with chopsticks! That's it! MUM! *in Tamil again* "Say hello to your future son in law! Then you can introduce me to him" :P

Neenu: Eh hello, who saw him 1st ah?

Me: Eh plz la, you already have one, don't be greedy k

Laa: I also saw him before you

Me: You're too young la k, shall we try telling YOUR mum that he's your future husband, let's see what kind of reaction you'd get? Better yet, maybe we should tell your chronic Ceylonese dad...

Laa: =_=

*********

Nyehehe... *yes yes I know, I can definitely amuse myself*

Til next time... Toodles~

xox

Random Happenings..

2010-05-20T00:58:00.000-07:00

Since I don't really have anything interesting happening in my life right now, I'll just post some random things that have happened recently :)

random #1: The Losers

me Shang Kalai
I have watched it d, have u watched it Shang?

Yes I have

Was it good?

It was good right? I liked it la..

I died 3 times when I watched that movie k... Chris Evans, omggggg... I can't believe I never noticed him till I watched that movie

That good ah?

Well, I saw him in the tight white tshirt, I died. Then came back to life. Saw him again, died-ed again. Then woke up and he had his shirt off, so AGAIN I died-ed la *pretends to swoon*

*laughing*

Oooo.... I shall definitely watch it then >:P

Random #2: Workplace

Kuganaa: itu macam la skarang...
nyylala: haha
she messaged me la
Kuganaa: ooo
but still
u neva msg me :(
i kenot msg u 1st
later jeremy jealous..
nyylala: u no dick he wont jealous one la

~talk about summing things up :) ~

Random #3:
Read this saying on a website:
If you are not getting as much from life as you want, examine the state of your enthusiasm - Norman Vincent Peale (1898 - 1993)

Random #4:
Got an e-mail that made my day :)

"Hello gorgeous!

Just wanted you to know I was having a lovely day at work, then the thought of you slipped into my brain and it got even better

Ownie
xxx "

Random#5: On the most effective way to let a guy know you like him...

nyylala: i know i know
buy him a condom
LOL
ok this one kidding
pls dont do
Kuganaa: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Random #6:
Songs I've found myself humming recently

- Kris Allen's version of Heartless

- Justin Bieber's Eenie Meenie (I hate myself for this =_= )

- B.O.B. 's Nothing on You ( not not nothing on you babe :D)

- Rock Your World by Josh. This is a punjabi/english mixed song that was mailed to me by Ricky (thanks Ricky!)

-The Fray's version of Heartless ( yea, there's something with this song and me, I dont know what..)

Random #7: Laughing
(This isn't actually a conversation, more like a monologue, because the other 2 were laughing too hard to comment)

On one hand, I have someone who looks like she's crying when she's laughing... I mean, sorry if I hurt your feelings, but I was actually cracking a joke... oh, you're actually laughing? Then why do you look like that? Can you make up your mind already? Or maybe I should ask you to make up your expression...
And on the other hand, I have one who is on silent mode. No noise comes out, but she vibrates. Drrrprpprpprprprrrrp. There she goes again. The vibrator!!!

Random #8: A near-kiss incident

Me (another person whose name shall be concealed for annonymity)

But if you think he was about to kiss you, then he was about to kiss u la.. You guys were just interrupted, that's all.
At that time, I thought so too. But now, I'm not so sure la.
Can you just chill? Why else would a guy be looking deep into your eyes while you both are alone.
That's the thing, you don't know him.. He's a looking-deep-into-eyes kind of person. He does it all the time, he's solemn that way. For all I know, he was probably looking deeply into my eyes and thinking about borrowing my gardening gloves or something.
*LOL* Come on la... you don't even HAVE gardening gloves...
Yea, but HE doesn't know that, does he?

~ =_=" ~

Random #9:
Song lyrics that I have recently heard and liked a lot:

- Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) ->> Airplanes by B.O.B.

- Cause if one day you wake up and find you're missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be.. Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place where we'd meet.. And you'll see me waiting for you, on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving.. ->> The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script

Random #10: My hair
Me Grandma Dad

oh no, my poor granddaughter, that's what happens when you don't listen to grandma.. How many times have I told you to apply olive oil to your beautiful hair..
Huh? What happens when I don't listen to granma?
See, its all so dry now that its turned a different colour! All dried up like leaves.
Actually, she went to a hair salon and paid good money to turn her hair into that colour... it wasn't cheap either..
Oh... and I thought it was too dry.. It felt dry too! Why would anyone pay money to make their hair look damaged.. ? Kids nowadays, can't understand them at all...
=___=""

Adrift

2010-05-11T17:30:00.000-07:00

I'm lost in a sea of turbulent waves
Delirious one moment
Depressed the next

I don't go looking for trouble,
But they alwiz hunt me down in the end.
Spiralling out of control

I need you
But you're not here

Make everything STOP.
Stop thinking, stop feeling
Stop looking
Definitely stop moving
Stop stop stop

Diagnose me
What's wrong with me

Come and save me..

Please.. ?

xox

What. The. Heck.

2010-05-06T13:30:00.001-07:00

I can not believe you called me at 2.25am and woke me up to ask me out. WTF? Is that what your momma taught you? That's the time you ask a girl out is it? I know your mom, and I know that she will NOT approve, not the slightest bit. And for the 400th time, NO I do NOT want to date you, and I DEFINITELY do NOT want to give you "a chance" ! A chance to what exactly? Grope me? Attempt to hold my hand? Seriously, no thanks.

Summore can ask me to "guess who?" when I answered the phone. STOP calling me with different numbers. I will NOT tell you nicely again.

Arrrrrrrrrggggh.

Excuse the rant, not in the greatest of moods today.

xox

Life Lessons

2010-04-26T19:12:00.000-07:00

Lesson of the day:

-Do not take painkillers/coffee/alcohol (choose any 2 out of the 3) at the same time. Not only does is render the painkiller useless, it also causes severe stomachache *sob sob*

Other Lessons for the day ( I got this online..):

-if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it

-even when I have pains, I don't have to be one (note to self)

- company is often more healing than words of advice

-regardless of your relationship with your parents, you miss them terribly after they die ( I think all of us should think about this for awhile..... ok, moving on)

-you can make someone's day by simply sending them a little card (my adress is... :P)

-if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up

-that making a living is not the same thing as making a life ( I should think about this one more)

-there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it

-every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch--holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back

-you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something ( I love this one)

-you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do (My parents would not agree with this one for sure)

-it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.

-you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life ( too true)

-no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.

-that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be (hey! This is familiar! :P)

-a lot easier to react than it is to think (well-said)

-you can keep going long after you think you can't (Scouts taught me this already)

-that either you control your attitude or it controls you (agreed)

-that sometimes I just need to be held (yes... totally agree)

-regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place (hmmm...)

-learning to forgive takes practice

-even when the light turns green, you had better look both ways before proceeding.

-you can love someone and still not like him very much (omg lolx.. true story :P)

-there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

-my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time (*heart*)

-sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you
get back up (yea, I noticed this too... weird, but it helps restore my faith in humanity :>)

-good quality underwear is worth the extra cost (coz it makes u feel gooooood ;>)

-sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

-true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance (Amen to that)

-just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love
you with all they have (sigh..)

-no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back (double sigh)

-maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated (bingo! - Noddy, take note! :P)

-you should never tell a child his dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more
humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if he believed it (noted)

-your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't just biological (this too, I already know)

-no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

-commercials for feminine products always come on when you're sitting in a room with men (lolx!)

-it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

-no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.

-boys only rub your back to find out if you're wearing a bra (haha... I don't agree with this, but I do find it amusing :P)

-our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

-sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to ( :'( )

-just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

- it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it (story of my life)

-we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change (that's positive thinking for you)

-if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer (coz you wont forget your underwear, right...? Even if you feel like saying no, please just say yes for my peace of mind)

-you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

-the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them ( Same with me, tho probably not for the same reasons :P)

-it's no fun putting on a wet swimsuit (I can imagine =_=)

-peeing in the woods with a couple of friends can be an amazing bonding experience (thanks, but no thanks)

-a good friend is better than a therapist (I like this one)

-you're never too old for slumber parties (yay!)

-competing with a friend over a man is a fun game unless one of you actually wins ( Excuse me? Friends do not compete for a man. Full-stop.)

-it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

Wow, my 3rd post in 1 month, I'm on fire~! :P Well, I hope everyone who read this took something from it.. Till next time, ciao~!

xoxox

Crushes

2010-04-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

1st of all, the reason for the title is, I have realised that it sucks not to have a crush :( crushes seem to make the world a much nicer place. Like if he's the next-door neighbour, you try to look nice everytime you step foot out of your house. Not to mention you get all hopeful of bumping into him each time (here, I cringe in sympathy for my 14 year old self. How foolish I was. And how weird is it that 6 years later, the crush is reversed and I have no feelings whatsoever for him. Hmmm. Karma is so scary O.o)

And if its an office crush, then u look forward to getting to work everyday (yes, even if he happens to be gay, ok) so that you can admire the perfection that sits at the desk beside u ( or the desk facing u which is separated by a mini-wall like thingy to give some semblance of privacy, but if u look over the mini-wall then u can see him anyway :D) N dont ask, my office arrangement of seats ain't normal. But I'm sure everyone gets my point. Which is: Crushes make the mudane things u do seem worthwhile, and that much more interesting, somehow.

So, to make MY world a nicer place, I am now looking for a suitable crush. Candidates who think they are suitably qualified (hint: i like washboard abs) may apply here. Nyehehehe.

Moving on, I am again, bored at work. As usual. Which is why I could think about my lack of crushes at the moment. Don't worry Hrithik, you will alwiz be my No.1 crush. And JT a close second. But I'm talking abt REAL life here, not some fairy tale hollywood thing.

Just had my lunch of chicken rice, so now I'm ALSO sleepy, if being bored alone was not good enough. And I'm working on a Saturday. O pathetic life of mine..

Anything new in my life? Yes.

*This sentence -> "Soooooo..... do you trust me?"
is now apparently capable of giving me goosebumps.

*Additionally, I now have internet access at home :)
Weee~!

*I FINALLY got my earrings hanging on my wall the way I have alwiz wanted them to :D

*And I can't seem to get 'Carry-out' by JT
outta my head.

*And and and I just had this conversation with my cousin :P

Yes, Hrithik is mine (in my dreamland only maybe but at least its MY dreamland la kan?)

*I have a newfound addiction in a game called Plants Vs. Zombies

*Also, I am looking for a nice online game to get addicted to. I mean RPG like Utopia or Maplestory or Ragnarok. Any gamers out there who can tell me about the latest stuff?

*My 9th piercing was recently removed because it just kept getting in the way.. It got stuck in my hairbrush when I brushed my hair, it caused my ear to bend in a weird and uncomfortable way when I slept on that side and my hair and scrunchie kept getting stuck to it. This in turn caused multiple tears in my outer ear tissue, coz everytime something got stuck, I would tug it by accident and it would tear. And that was extremely painful. It was a sad parting, coz I have alwiz wanted 9 piercings, and when I got that one I thought it would be the final one. But apparently not. Oh well. 8 piercings now, and counting.. Again.

Its time for me to get back to work. U know, the thing I get paid to do? :) Toodles~!

xoxox

A new beginning..

2010-04-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, at 6.45am on a Monday morning, after ages of not blogging, I feel motivated to write something in here.. DO I have any particular subject in mind? Of course.. not! Hehe..

So much has happened since I last posted. I've graduated, went to a few interviews, started working, gotten my own place in Subang, got a car and best of all, I'm living with my bestie, Choo! :D

A lot of things have been happening around me.. Break-ups and make-ups, old differences set aside, new relationships coming up (I love summer ;P), new relationships have already began (gratz guys... and Choo too :P) new series that I've started watching, new games I've been playing, new food thats I've tasted, new movies, new feelings, new roads (I have drove up to Ipoh and Penang, as well as down to Malacca, alone! I lurve driving, and I lurve owning a car even more! :D)

The people around me have changed too.. Neenu is in Australia as I type this, and Gugu... well, she is in a different place in life right now. Ash is in Russia and even Laa is in a different location technically... putra heights instead of USJ 11 ;)I have met so many new people, like at my work place and my friends' friends (half of whose names I cant remember)

People have changed.. some of my friends have started working, some others are continuing studies, some have come to realise that earning your own money does not solve all your problems, and some have become distant. Can't blame them actually.. the more responsibilities you have, the busier you become and the less friends seem to matter.. I know a lot of people must think that I have become distant as well... circle of karma?

I miss my grandmother, I wish I can see my family more often.. There should be a way for me to see them more without actually living with them? I dont know.. My dad's dreams for me seem to be coming true (at least job-wise). I feel lonely sometimes, although I'm surrounded by a sea of people. I do enjoy my job, although it is not remotely related to my field of study. I keep thinking about how things are gonna be in May (why May? I'm not 100% sure myself, but I get the feeling that things are going to change.. Hopefully, for the better)

I have decided to take charge of my life, instead of floating along the path of least resistance. I will go after what I want, and work hard to get it. I will be more supportive of my cousins and be there for them more. I will also take more time for myself to be who I want to be, and do what I want to do. My instincts have never been wrong so far in my life. I hope it does not fail me now. In the meantime, I hope I find some interesting subjects to blog about soon, for the next time :) Till then,

What's meant to be, will be.

xoxox

2009-09-07T21:21:00.000-07:00

HOPE
Written by Siddharth Anand...
(Thanks Shang :>)

Do you believe, in what you see
do you believe in reality
do you believe in the sun that’s bright
do you believe in the stars in the night

Do you believe in the birds that fly
do you believe in clouds and the sky
do you believe in wind that flows
do you believe in moon that glows
do you believe in light?

Do you believe the spoken word
do you believe the things you’ve heard
do you believe in the final answer
do you believe in the swirling dancer

Do you believe in sound and sight
do you believe in moments bright
do you believe in taste and touch
do you believe that much

Do you believe in the soul inside
do you believe in ecstasy and delight
do you believe in glory and god
do you believe in that thought

Do you believe in the sky above
do you believe in love

Do you believe in the heaven and the earth
do you believe in death and birth
do you believe in life

open your eyes with hope within
open the door, let light reach in
if you believe, then you'll win

Photos!

2009-04-07T21:08:00.000-07:00

(Pre-script: This post is super old, typed when I was still in Uni.. yea I know.. such a long time ago)

My dad visited me in campus, n returned my microSD memory cards and card reader.. but instead of the microSD adapter, there was a SD memory card stuck into the card reader. So yesterday, I was in CS and I bought another adapter. RM10. Coz by the time my dad visits again, I'd have graduated I think. So now, picture uploading time.

1st of all, the CS trip yesterday. Main reason I went there was to accompany Nadia for her piercing. She needed moral support.. We were arriving separately so I helped another friend with streamyx registration 1st. Then walked around, ate ice cream from McD, got my microSD adapter then had cheesy wedges from KFC. Then Nadia came, off to pierce!

There is a very cacat video of it, (I was more into the real live scene n kept forgetting to focus the camera =_=) n since its so retarded, im not gonna upload it. I also cant upload a pic of her with the piercing, coz me in all my genius, forgot to take a pic in the 1st place.

BUT I can show u what it looks like here :) Its called a Monroe piercing, coz the stud is where Marilyn Monroe had her beauty mark. I for one, never knew such a thing even existed -_-
Oh, Nadia was the 1st person to get that particular type of piercing in that parlour ^^

After seeing that, another friend of mine got so inspired that he decided to get his eyebrow pierced!
And it looks just like that.. yummy! I am SO into guys with a pierced brow. Bot both, and not too many piercings.
Just one, on one brow.. *swoon*

After that we met up with my dinner party (my senior wanted to treat me, Neenu n Gugu to pizza since he's leaving d..) in The Body Shop where I marinated myself in their perfumes while he bought a birthday present for his mom. I also shimmered myself with their shimmery limited edition body lotions (Gotta love the free testing :D) And then, it was off to pizza hut! Well, it was more of a slow amble to pizza hut coz we kinda stopped along all the shops along the way.. but stil, when everybody got too hungry, we finally reached our destination :)

Dinner~

I shall let the pictures do the talking.

yum

And there were the mushroom soups n garlic bread n bread stix and another pizza that came later we forgot to take a pic.

Group Pic after dinner

This was dessert in Secret Recipe..

From top:

chocolate syrup
+
ice cream scoops
+
Bits of whipped cream
+
Big fat layer of fresh whipped cream
+
big fat bottom layer of chocolate syrup

= super delicious. I especially loved the choc syrup at the bottom. Sedap sedap...

Thank u!! :)

Sick of being sick

2009-04-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm so so sick rite now, bad flu, sore throat, cough and horrible phelgm. Can't wait to get better n lose the blocked nose. Sigh. Went to the clinic, took medz. Keep your fingers crossed that I will be 100% recovered before my finals.. thanx :)

Heard Ash is safely in Russia, good to know.

xox

OSPE

2009-03-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

I do not understand why when I absolutely need to study, I can't get started. Its like a disease, I wonder if there is a name for it. If there isn't I think I shall name it.. Kuganaa-itis, since it happens to me like, ALL the time -__-" Tmr morn at 8.30 am I have Bioinfo 2 OSPE... I rest my case.

Well I finally started my research project, planted 180 paddy plants in less than 1 day *beams proudly* So bangga, I had to prepare the soil, add water, mix evenly, n scoop the soil into abt 30 polypacks, then count 6/7 paddy seeds in each bag then add fertilizer. It was soooo messy n my lab coat (which i newly washed n used for the 1st time after washing yesterday) now looks like a kerbau decided to bermanja with me n rubbed itself on me after wallowing in a mud pit. I'd upload a pic of the lab coat but my card reader is with my dad :(

The happy news is, 3 ppl complimented me on that day... I felt that I looked like crap (lacking sleep, misbehaving hair, ZERO make-up n hallo! CLAY MUD all over me?) but...
#1: Its ok, I look even worse.. Plus, you alwiz look pretty to me.
(Hmm. I feel like putting on one of those green face masks, some hair masque, put my hair in a shower cap then stick 2 cucumber slices on my eyes and then asking "do I still alwiz look pretty to u?" :P :P :P But thanx anyway. For privacy's sake, we shall use acronyms for names. This was from SBP)
#2: First time seeing u up close. You look really good. Er, sorry, beautiful.
(U mean I look bad from far? Gee, thanx -_-" And what's with the "er, sorry, beautiful" ? But anyway, this sms was from DK )
#3: *some guy friends were sitting in the cafe, checking out girls when I saw them & went to sit at their table*
A: My 'radar' is picking up some signals..
B: Really? U mean there's some hot babe here other than Kuganaa?
(wow, kembang sial :D teehee! My bro once told me that when ur own male buddies say ur pretty, then u really are.... ok la, I know this is reaching new levels of perasan-ness, but hey, once in awhile lah k.. not alwiz I feel this good abt myself *hmph*)

Plus, today, 2 ppl said they miss me, altho they oni saw me yesterday :) Such warm fuzzy feelings my friends give me

Ooh, "someone" loves leng chee kang too (I have no idea who that someone is lar, mysterious much? The message in my cbox I mean.. ) Which reminds me, I have a TGIF dessert pic to upload.. I actually ate in TGIF on a Friday :D In Bangsar pulak tu... (I know u probably dont read this but thank u for the treat! N congratz on being April Cleo's Eligible Bachelor #14 !!) How cool is it that 2 Cleo's eligible bachelors have taken me out (I dunno if those outings qualify as 'dates' but stil, yay! :P) I seem to have a knack for ppl who appear in mags.. like Female's 50 most beautiful people.. one of it just happened to be my super-duper mega crush of that moment, Raphael the capoeira instructor who happened to have his class gym session right after my cheerleading gym class :D Too bad he went back to Brazil :'(

There's nothing much to update other than the fact that I met up with my cousins n my besties, n had a kinda fun bus journey back (thanx Sivabalan) nothing much I guess. Vinod (Venayakar) is supposed to bring me out for my birthday dinner.. something that was supposed to happen last week but keeps gettin postponed due to unbelievably bad timings of all the ppl involved... O yea, I found out that my 2 bottom wisdom teeth are growing horizontally. NO WONDER I can't feel them altho its been so painful fo so long d (I've gotten so used to the pain that I dont even feel it anymore -_-) I've got a pic of the X-ray to be uploaded at a later date..
And finally, Shang's back in campus, YAY!

The pic above is my current desktop wallpaper. Well, actually, its been my wallpaper for more than a year now :P

Looking hot in shades...

This pic is in one of my see-through files :D

I watched some incredible advertisements starring Hrithik Roshan (I WANT CINTHOL SOAP!!!) He is arguably one of the sexiest men alive..

Just coz I cant upload my own pics, I'm uploading pics from the web... haha..

Try youtube, type keywords like Hrithik Roshan, Cinthol, Hide & Seek.. etc etc. He has quite a number of ads..

Even in black & white he looks awesome.. *drool*

Nose so sharp, can cut paper I think...

Nice hair.. nice eyes... nice body, nice smile, nice dance moves, nice voice, nice height.. nice everything lah!

Who said nobody is perfect?

Only he can wear shades in a pool and not look ridiculous la... haiz...

Alrite, end of drooling time.. I'm supposed to go on vacation somewhere in either April or May.. n by 'somewhere' I meant either Malacca or Langkawi.. But I am SO very the broke.. especially after the weekend in KL. Ah, tak kisah la.. I'm gonna play this one by ear.. If I cant go, its just too bad..

To my darling cousin Ashvinyy.. Have a safe flight to Russia, all the best there and I love u a lot. I'm only a phone call away, remember that. Study hard, party harder (:P) and dont forget to keep in touch :) Good luck babe, I'll be missing u <3>

Bioinformatics 2

2009-03-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

I went into the exam hall for Bioinformatics 2 only 30% prepared...

Yes, I read through all the notes but I couldn't understand much, it was all so technical! N all the bioinfo web serach tools n databases sound the same to me... NCBI, DDBJ, EMBL.... GenBank, Blast, FastA.... geez... what is it abt bioinformatiocians & acronyms? =_="
Let's see how the results will be.

Weekend after exam was great, BBQ party that lasted till the wee hours of the morn. N the entire next day was spent in Jusco shopping, eating in Nando's, Kenny Rogers (a lot of muffins :P) n watching The Race To Witch Mountain. Dinner was near grandma's place... the stalls.. yummeh~!
I LOVE LENG CHEE KANG :) esp with extra gingko nuts. Such a lovely weekend of good food, entertainment n wonderful company.

Too bad I have a presentation tmr, with the report also due. Wish me luck peeps... xox

Don't try this at home..

2009-03-10T23:38:00.001-07:00

So this morning after waking up, I washed my hair.. After shampooing, I was rinsing off the suds and brushing my teeth at the same time (don't ask me why I do this, I have an inane urge to multi-task in the shower).. then at one point some shampoo suds got into my eyes n I wiped them away with my hand... After 3 secs, my eye started tingling lightly... Weird rite?

After a few more seconds, it started tingling in full force... N i had no idea what was causing the tingling, it was the same feeling of... toothpaste in ur mouth (ta-daa!) -_-
So yea, I had accidentally rubbed toothpaste into my eye. Zzzzz. Well, at least it wasn't painful..

Next scenario, I was in the admin building, getting out of the elevator. There was another girl in the lift with me. Her friend decided to ambush her n give her a shock, without knowing I was there. So as I was exiting the lift...

Miss Ambusher : *jumping in front of me* BOOO!!
Me: AAAHHHHHH (screaming in shock)
Miss Ambusher : AAAHHHHH (screaming in fright & confusion)
The intended victim who was in the lift with me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Another friend waiting ouside the lift area : Hahahahahahah...

-_____-"
What a way to start the day.. No coffee needed! And my eye is STILL tingling! argh!

xox

Quick update

2009-03-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

On my birthday, at almost 3am, the last person to wish me (at nite I mean) was my darling cousin Ashvinyy. And I would like to tell my (few) readers abt the phone call.. so here goes:

Ash: HELLO!
Me : *sleepy & groggy* Yea? what's up ?
Ash: Nah, nothing much, just wanted to wish u a happy birthday..
Me : Huh? Y so late ler?
Ash: I know, I purposely called u late, coz I wanted to WAKE u up n wish u.. hehe
Me: .......
Ash: so yea, here goes
*singing v-e-r-y s-l-o-w-l-y on purpose to irriate me since I was so sleepy*
Haaaaaaapppppy Biiiiiiiiiirrrrthdaaaaaay tooooo youuuuuu, Haaaaaaaaaappy Biiiirrrrthdaaaaaaaaay tooooooooo youuuuuuuu,Haaaaaapppy Birrrrrrthdaaaaaayyyy...
*BEEP*
er, Kuganaa akka, are u there?
Me : yea?
Ash: I gtg, my phn batt dying d!
*sings super duper fast (I didn't even understand what she said, but I think we all know the song very well, kan)*
..toKuganaaakkahappybirthdaytoyou. Byemybatteryisalmostdead
*hangs up*
Me : .......................................................................................................... -___-"

But when I woke up in the morning and thought about it again, I laughed. I love my cousins la, such a crazy, funny bunch :) Plus, Laavanya wrote abt me in her blog on my birthday. It sure made my day :) Thanx babez...

Oo, n special mention goes to Arveena & Kelvin for the mini-tiara and the crown pendant necklace, them luvly, shiny things :D Ummuax!

That's all for now folks :) xox~!

Birthdays..

2009-03-07T22:39:00.000-08:00

1st of all, let me start this post by telling all of u abt the song that has been stuck in my head since last nite. It goes: Its my party n I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if i... etc etc (I'm sure u get the pic by now :P)

Moving on, I attended my nephew's 1st birthday party yesterday, n it was awesome n I ate n ate n ate. Sigh. I have been eating way too much lately :( But hey, what I ate the most was mushrooms, n I'm glad for being able to satisfy my mushroom cravings that I started having 2 weeks after I had the buffet breakfast at parkroyal, penang (this was sumtime in October last year. That is one long craving k) Another good news, my aunt made pavlova n sugee cake :D darn, more food. Aiyo, i'm becoming such a pig. SOMEBODY SAVE MEEEEEEEEE!

On another note, I want a new handphone lar... my current one punya programming is becoming cacat, so that all memory cards I use in this phone malfunctions. I lurve lurve lurve this phone a lot, seriously, coz its been so good to me. I've dropped it like a gadzillion times n I've got it wet a few times, n it still works. I love Nokia, the phones are so durable. N for such a slim phone, it sure is loud (mine seems to be louder than other phones of the same model, dont ask me y).. Its louder than many sony walkman phones :D Plus, it was a 21st b'day present from my dad, so it also has sentimental value. BUT, I think its abt time to change it.. sigh. It wud be nice if I can get another phone with a better camera, lots of memory and good speakers.

I nak Nokia 6600 slide (n no, the 6600 fold n slide models do not have same specs.. the slide supports up to 8 GB micso SD n fold one doesnt even support 1GB microSD... only 512 -_-")

4th topic : I can't believe I'm turning 23 tmr O.o wah, time is moving so fast! damn. N the weird thing is, I dont even feel like my birthday is coming. A few das back, I woke up n saw the date, n I was thinking, hmm.. sumthing is coming up soon, but I dont know what. Much later, after lunch, my cousin called me asking if I wil be attending my nephew's party. Then she asked me when i wil be going back to campus. I said "monday" n then she said 'oh, going back on ur birthday? stay n celebrate then go la" n then I was like, OMG! THAT'S the occasion that's coming up soon -___-"" weird rite? I'm getting old *sob sob*

5th : I haven't started my research project and my project supervisor is on a 1 month break in India, I need some strains of padi that the lab doesnt have so I have to go to MARDI in Kelantan to get them (yea rite, how the heck am I gonna achieve that?!) I have mid-terms right after my birthday (so much for the word 'birthday') and there's a research project presentation (kind of a what have u done so far thingy) nxt month. MY SUPERVISOR IS ONLY GONNA BE BACK NEXT MONTH. Stab me now.

6th: My dad said I shud work as a teacher if I don't get a job with my degree qualification when I graduate later this year. Work awhile then maybe go for my masters. So much for my dream of working as an air-stewardess n saving up a lot of money fast then going on to masters. A teacher. A TEACHER. ME? the thought alone is enough to depress me.... sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

7th: Speaking of getting old, doctor stephen had tea with me n neenu twice in 1 week! N I was just blogging abt how I miss him... yay. He has lost so much of weight, n looks good. Not bad for a man who's had a heart attack and a stroke after that -_-
It was fun catching up with him. In case ur wondering why I'm suddenly talking abt him, he called to give me his advanced birthday wishes. N can tell me that he will call me tmr IF he remembers... IF! wah... thanx ah..

The lepot has been on for a long time, n its warm, so I'm gonna go sumwhr cooler... that's all for the updates anyway.. This post is so colourful la, like candies! :)

I miss u a lot. N even if u dont realize this, things have definitely changed between us. Dont bother denying it. I miss the old you, and the way we were. I know I'm nobody to tell u what to do, but bring him back! :(

Adios~ xox

Happy V-Day

2009-02-14T09:37:00.000-08:00

First Beat Vol 5 was awesome :) I'm so glad I attended. N I'm glad Shang agreed to be my 'date' and my Valentine, as well as my co-groupie for the band Cutter-Freaks :)

This was such a nice day.. N then it turned bad right after the clock struck 12. Sigh. Why?
Its ok, I'm gonna sleep in tmr. And hopefully when I wake up, I'll be fine.

*Nobody has cooked for me before, especially the candlelit dinner n all... must say its the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me. You thought of everything, right down to the sparkling juice :) N the meal was dee-licious. Thank u very much. I'm very touched.*

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. xox

Today..

2009-01-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

TODAY...

My mother finally admitted she made a mistake
My mother admitted how much my aunt had done for me
My mother said that my aunt is..was.. a saint
My mother owned up to being a lousy mother to me
My mother agreed that my brother got more affection from her
My mother admitted her jealousy at our bond
My mother wished she was more like her

Today..
the truth is out

Today...
is a good day.

xox

Memories..

2009-01-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

Today, my mum made me clean out some shelves coz she needed the storage space.. those shelves were previously in my room, where i used to store my assortment of nonsenses.. I never imagined cleaning them out will be such a trip down memory lane..

1stly, I found the journal I used to keep in Form 5. My English teacher made my class write a page in the journal daily as a way of improving our command of the English language.. N boy, did I write rubbish. Well, its not as bad as my diary in the scale of immaturity la, since i censored a bit (have to pass up to the teacher mah.. cant really go pages n pages abt Raphael n how hot he is :P) (btw, Raphael is a capoeira instructer whose class has a gym session right after my cheerleading team's gym session, n he was seriously a hottie :P)

That journal was written during the time when I newly got together with my 1st bf.. nothing much abt him mentioned in there, but there are things I wrote that reminded me of what happened in my turbulent teenage years. Like when I wrote I had totally no slp the night before, I remember my all-night fight with him.. etc etc..

There was also a few cards from friends wishing me a Happy Birthday over the years.. it was nice reading what they wrote again :) a letter from Sharmila that she sent me when i got 'buang negeri' to KL.. i had forgotten how close we were.. sigh. A Christmas card from Adam in which he had drawn an Eskimo winter scene with an igloo n a cute penguin. He drew this with a pen..

Adam is one amazing artist.. I remember in school in form 6, I had cut my hair short (my aunt made me do it, dont ask) and before school started, I had long hair almost down to my waist. One day after a mock muet exam, waiting for the papers to be collected, Adam drew a picture of me from the back. Only it wasnt me, it was a girl with long wavy hair almost down to her wait, JUST LIKE MY HAIR :) When he showed me the drawing I was so impressed, the scene was just right (the chair, tables around me, my stationeries) n he told me that in his mind, this is how I am.. not with short hair. The best part is, I cut my hair before starting school, n he has not seen me before that. cool eh? I lurve his drawings la.. now I dont even have his contact number (i did, until he changed his number -_-)

Speaking of drawings, there was a sketch of my face done by my 2nd bf.. he drew it from a picture he had with him i think. Or was it one of my Friendster pics.... *hmm*
The sketch is captioned "My Angel"... sigh. How is it that 2 ppl who talked to each other every single day for hours each time n who thought they loved each other end up not talking? We parted on good terms, n we did have a looong chat on MSN some time back, clearing out the air.. before that things were kinda strange. But he has another gf now, n its better if I stay out of his life. Is there such a thing as "remaining friends" after a break-up?

Also from him, a bouquet wrapper with its ribbons intact and the florist's note.. I still remember the beautiful 12 red roses :) After breaking up, I asked my mum to throw them away, but apparently, she decided to save them because she thought I would have regretted throwing it away.. Well, she's probably right..

There was also my gamebook, which I used to jot down all my thoughts and important info abt Maple Story :) And loas of Hrithik Roshan posters... lolx! I was sooo in love with him at that time.. And there's a poster of Kelly Hu as wel.. Coloured pencils, colouring pens (u know, we used to call them magic pens i think), an empty box of chocolates that I saved... coz the chocs were delicious :P I got them for Valentine's day from someone..

And a starglobe that I got for my birthday from Dr. Stephen.. Dr Stephen was the resident AIMST doctor in Amanjaya.. He was also working in Strand Hospital as a consultant.. he brought me to the annual dinner function (arveena was supposed to come as well, but last min tak jadi.. n I have no idea why he didn't bring the wife instead).. after dinner, while walking back to the car, i looked up and happened to mention that the nite sky looks beautiful, coz of the many stars... he then asked me if i liked stars (like, duh, i said yes).. n then i got the starglobe for my birthday :) Got me a cake too! He's a nice guy... no longer working in aimst tho :( n he recently suffered a stroke :( I miss him la. If I had a car of my own (with GPS, lolx..) I'd go visit him at his house..

There was also a packet of one sen coins.. I was really puzzled abt why I was keeeping that when i remembered.. My (deceased) aunt used to pay me 1/2 sen for every white hair i plucked out of her scalp... as in, she'd say that she'l pay me but she never did, except for that one time she happened to have a few 1 sen coins with her n she gave them to me.. n i kept the coins in my purse for luck... n after her cancer I separated the coins and packed them in the packet. I also have a tshirt that she bought for me.. I never wore that shirt coz it was the last thing she got me. I want it to be brand new always... If my mum had let me frame the shirt, I would -_- but she didn't ( I wonder y :P)

Gosh, this is quite a long post.. didn't know my ramblings can reach such lengths :) i'll blog abt my recent activities in the next post... till then :) xox~

2008-12-29T20:33:00.000-08:00

I'm trying something from my bestie <3

Leave me your name in the comment box and i will do the following:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST do the same for me and post this on your blog.

I left my name in her comment box, n this is what she replied me:

":D finally u've come... *does the yoda* ok here goes.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
Everything about us is random, honey!

2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
The Way I Are- Timbaland feat. Kerri Hilson

3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
Silver

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
I'm not divorcing. And i'm NOT sharing u with my husband. Mwah!!

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
Chatty and friends with EVERYBODY.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
Closet Party Animal. hahaha no laa... Birds of Paradise.

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
How can u actually layan me when u r so god-awfully-worn-out-exhausted?

8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
Everything about u, the part being that u r my other half, my annoyingly-bubbly-yet-abso-fucking-lutely-awesome bestie :D

9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
Why must u stay so far? :( "

Now, I have to do the same for her.. not as easy as I thought -_-" but here goes..

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
Your sudden bursts of philosophical similes when we're having a girl talk.. some of them are SO farnee la

2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
Your Lullaby - Icarus

3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
Every colour suits u larr.. but if i had to choose i'd say white.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
I'm glad that my 1st husband is sooo nice. Tho 'he' is younger. N shorter :P hehehehe
**peace, dont kill me**

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
Chee Wei's gf :D That's what I assumed la.. U were in, short skirt, very the comel.. and u guys were walking arnd school, getting u registered in form 6.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
A beautiful white dove

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
How do u keep your complexion so smooth and lovely ALL the time?

8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
The fact that we're so similar, yet so different! N your hands.. i duno y, but i like them :)

9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
Same here, we're too far apart :(

10. If you play, you MUST do the same for me and post this on your blog.

This is for Arveena :)

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
Absolute Pears!!! :P

2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
Zara zara touch me (you know y :P)

3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
Pink

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
CS that doesnt stand for Central Square or Convenience Store ;)

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
Quiet, good student, teacher's pet :)

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
A persian cat

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
How do u layan so much of crap from so many different ppl?

8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
Eyelashes count? :P What abt small ribcage? :P :P ok lar, i like ur sense of humor.. it clicks with mine :)

9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
Ur temper :(

10. If you play, you MUST do the same for me and post this on your blog.

adios... xox

Hectic life

2008-12-18T05:37:00.000-08:00

My seniors were not kidding when they told me 3rd year is very hectic and stressful... its only my 1st sem of my final year & I can't take it already... what a nightmare.

But I'm here now, just to upload some pics... and comment about them la of course :P These are some nice things that took place...

There was a farewell for my seniors... this is me and Neenu in the pic :)
Wow, time is moving so fast...
the next farewell will be for my batch @.@ And I will be graduating... and starting to work.. scary.

And this was my date for the farewell :) Nadia is from Kenya... She was the best date ever :)
I got my hands henna-ed... RM5 for both hands, its a bargain! :) This was done on the same night that I manned a stall selling french fries, nuggets and sausages for charity.. Arveena helped..

Clockwise from Left: Ju Lin (my junior), me :P, my lecturer Dr Lisa and Jasmine (in purple) the henna artist and also my junior
This is how they turned out :) In the pics they faded a bit d, coz it was like, 3-4 days after i did it... forgot to take a pic before that..
They turned out to be very red.. Apparently, that means my future mother-in-law will like me...yayy :D Now, its time to find a future husband :P

Before that there was the Aimst Deepavali Cultural Night.. Pic with my friend Miron... Miron is from Bangladesh... his baju is also from there, n I think his baju is awesome... Fully gold embroidered tau, dont play play :P
Of course there were loads of other things that happened which I don't have pics for.. like, I watched Bolt and Madagascar (both good, i liked them!) and the sausage sandwich party we had (Shang, Neenu and me)...twice! :P I watched Jumper and Russell Peter's Red,White and Brown...
There was a trip to McDonalds in which I ended up spending hours in The Body Shop (o yea, cik Laavanya Selvaraja, go check out the price of the limited Christmas Edition lip balms... RM23 ok... u and ur "it has alwiz been RM18" -__-) and 'the pink shop' :) I don't know the name of this shop, but omg, its SO pink, can go blind... the body lotions there are so heavenly la tho... *longing sigh*

Nice phone calls were from Noddy, Choo and Vynnie. Haven't talked to these ppl for ages and their recent calls were really long, nice and informative on the catching-up department.. Thanx for calling yea :) (I doubt Vynnie reads my blog, or even knows of its existence, but thanx anyway :P)

And then there was the full moon

Apparently, this was the biggest and closest full moon since some time in the 1970s.. N I have pics of it! :) Coz it seriously looked huge... n it was SO low.. I know its perspective, but check out the picture... its lower than the street light -_- cool kan? :)

And my weekend in KL (Kelvin's hse) which was spent partying and clubbing.
Had loads of fun but ended up feeling very tired and kinda broke :)

I broke my specs at the club there,
so my next weekend back home, eating good food, getting my supply of fresh fruits, getting some new clothes and getting my specs fixed

(ended up having to get new specs tho :( Kesian my dad)

Here are the not-so-nice things that has happened lately...
We had to make a field trip to a waste water treatment plant (initially I thought it was sewage treatment... turned out to be a combo..ugh)
The only nice thing abt that day was the journey to and back where we played some funny games in the bus.. a modified truth or dare game... and when the field trip was over, about half the class had dinner in the same shop (unplanned... we were there then more and more ppl started coming in) and that was nice too.. The shop was basically full of my classmates n me :P

I dont understand why my lecturers insist on bringing us on smelly field trips.. on the previous field trip, we had to go to a cow farm to see artificial insemination taking place.. The cow farm had a really bad stink of cow dung.. and while watching the artificial insemination demo (meaning everyone was crowded around the cow's bum) the cow did a no.2, splattering those closest to it... I was waaaay at the back, luckily :D
I got to see my mum that day, coz before going to the cow farm, we went to a milk pasteurization centre that was near my house :) so my mum came over to say hi :P

After that we had to dissect some insects... for Medical Entomology class.. here is the excretory system of a cockroach.. the picture is not clear, and be happy for that, coz trust me, you do not want to see a cockroach's excretory system clearly =_=" In this pic, the cockroach is half squashed, all legs cut off and half the body is torn open.. plus the internal organs have been rearranged for better viewing... and suddenly, the chloroform wore of and it started twitching!!! As I took this pic, it was shaking its mandibles and antenna at me -____-" Kesemangatan.... No wonder they can live up to 3 weeks after their heads are chopped off..

Other things which I don't have a pic for would be the endless lab reports and assignments *sob sob* Tomorrow morning I have a presentation... And here I am blogging when I should be working on either my presentation or my 2 lab reports due tmr :(

After a gruelling morning of presentations, and lab reports being handed in during the day, I am gonna watch a movie with Arveena.. This weekend is gonna be our chill-out, de-stress weekend..yayy. And after that there is a birthday party that I have been invited to.. On Saturday I'm planning to SLEEPPPPP as MUCH and as LONG as I possibly can...

Probably have a nice long pampering shower... facial mask and eye mask all (che wahh).. clean my room (yes Noddy, i will actually do it this time, coz my parents are visiting on Sunday :P) and basically chill out... I'm expecting to be more stressed later since my finals start in the 1st week of January :'( And lets not even talk about the library project that I will have to pass up some time during the exams.. Maybe if I ignore it, it will disappear *wishes fervently*

Ok, venting time over... back to work now... ciao ppl :) xox

Lonely.....

2008-10-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

Been on a long break from blogging, while a lot of strange things have happened to me. For once, I was admitted in the hospital for 2 days coz of some weird virus that infected my kidneys. I had to take RM167 worth of drugs in less than a week. My poor liver. Then had to undergo X-ray, ultrasound, go for blood test n urine analysis -_-"

After blood sample was taken. The plaster so big, it only stayed on for a few seconds -_-" Can see it here, straining to get loose..

My bed. Beside a window, got view :P

I decided against putting up the pic of me in the hosp gown. Coz it looks so yucks. Its not gown exactly la, more like top n bottm. Dull grey colour.

I missed an test, had to go get an mc from the emergency ward, saw a man die from bullet wounds (4 bullets... yikes) and have to do something I have been afraid of since I entered uni. I wil have to undergo viva for my missed test. No written answer, its like an interview. Answers on the spot. And the dean will be there. Yoikes la.

For the 1st time, I drove my cousins around, met my bro's gf and had dinner with my bro, his best friends, his gf AND my cousins. I got Diwali money from my bro :) My bro drove me to my maternal grandma's house. And introduced his gf to my paternal grandma. Oooh, I made a Diwali deco at 6.45 am :)

Nice kan kan kan kan kan? They are so pwetty la :)

I'm home alone now, have been for the whole day. That might explain the title of this post.
I have made some major decisions in life. Trying to turn over a new leaf. Need to stop fooling around n start taking life more seriously. Last year in Uni already and I cant significantly remember what I have learnt for the past 2 years. Haiz.

Dad retiring next year summore. N I will have to start working. My biggest fear (not having money) seems likely to come true, with the economic depression.

Ooh, parents are on the way back now, with my dinner... char koay teow! Just got a call from them. Oh well, toodles~! xox

Petrol money

2008-09-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

The definition of a sucky life : When you are not living at home, you have a car and you are free to drive it around everywhere at anytime but you DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR PETROL. So you're stuck with a car that doesn't really function to bring you around. SIGH.

That's me right now. My friend went back to KL and left his car with me for a week. This is when I realize that money truly makes the world go round. I have enough petrol to drive back home on Monday after class. And enough money for the toll. And some spare for emergencies (just in case la... mana tau kan) So I should just not open my wallet at all till I reach back home. End of the month is a biatch la. Especially this month when I spent most of my allowance in KL (teehee!)

But something happened to day that made me happy :) I woke up kind of late, didn't feel like rushing down to eat in the cafe (they stop serving food at 2, I woke up at around 1.30... by the time I mandi and all.. well, was just not in the mood to rush la..) Plus, I'm vegetarian on Sundays so I was thinking that the food wouldn't be superbly wonderful anyway. But then my room mate came up at like, 2.30 saying the food was great, even the vegetarian side, and they were still serving when she left the cafe. By this time I was done bathing, getting dressed, whatever.. basically, ready to face the world la. So after hearing that, I changed into a pair of my old jeans and went down. But when I reached down they packed up d.. *sniff sniff* I asked one of the cafe workers if they were still serving, he went like, its 2.40pm rite? -_-"

BUT, there was another guy listening to the conversation. He was a cafe worker too.. He asked me if I am hungry, I said I was just a bit hungry la.. then he asked me why I didnt come down earlier.. I told him I overslept, coz I was awake till almost 6am this morning (this is true.. I have witnesses :P those that were chatting with me, u know who you are..) Anyway, he then told me that there was a lot of food left... for the workers (basically he was telling me he should not be doing what he is gonna do la... as in, its against the rules of the establishment..)

So students are not supposed to have access to it... BUT he doesn't mind packing something for me if I want him to :D SUCH A NICE GUY!!! :D Now can you see me resisting an offer like that? hehe.. I told him I'm vegetarian, and he said he'll only pack the vegetarian food for me. And boy, did he.. there was way too much food in the end. I was like offering it to everyone in my unit. The amount of papadams itself was enough for a meal. He packed rice with sambar, and 6 (read: SIX) vegetarian dishes. Mushroom, fried cauliflower, fried bittergourd, papadams, some potato dish and some vegetable dish (I dont know the name of the vegetable, sorry :P) When he came out of the kitchen with the big plastic bag (with a tupperware in it) I just went like *big eyes* WOW! (yea, so jakun-fied)

So here I am now... blogging on a very full stomach :D Maybe I'm being biased or maybe it was just coz I was hungry... But I must say lunch was extreeeeemely good today :) I dont know why, but I feel really good.. Its things like these that restores my faith in mankind :)

Till later ppl... xox

Weekend..

2008-09-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

I have no classes on Friday till after my mid-sems when library project starts (Fridays have been allocated fully for library projects). I wanted to go back home coz mum's been calling me back to do Diwali shopping (its on 27th October, so fast! Time is really flying nowadays) But in the end, plan was cancelled coz we had some so-called replacement classes on Saturday. So, I didnt go back, AND i had to wake up early on a Saturday morning. Got dressed and all, n after waiting half hour for the lecturer to show up, we finally found out that the class was cancelled. Not only that, ALL the classes I had that day was cancelled. AND ( babi betul!), the lecturers didnt even inform the students. Damn it all to hell, I could have gone back home lah...sheesh.

But anyway, the weekend was not wasted. I met up a friend that I haven't seen for some time, went for a nice long walk, had a nice long chat, watched LOTR 1 (Legolas....*swoon*) and generally chilled out :) On Sunday, I went to CS for dinner... I had chocolate fondue!! For desert la... dinner was, Spaghetti Marinara and Lamb Chop (share share with Shang) I also tasted the other meals, Unagi fried rice and Tokyo Chicken Chop.. The Unagi in the fried rice tasted just like the one I had in Sakae Sushi with Choo :D (Unagi is eel ppl) The food was good... Marinara is just a tad salty for my taste tho, I'll stick with carbonara n boloignaise from now on :)

I had chocolate flavoured bubble milk tea, Shang had a mango+ yoghurt mocktail, Kelv had a mocktail too, but I dont remember the name. It tasted of strawberry, lime, orange, mint n some other things... kinda cool :) Megalz had iced lemon tea. She just went for the safe 'tried n tested' dishes.. chicken chop n iced lemon tea. My bubble drink was nice, but I must say it tasted a lot like Milo :P The way I mix my Milo I mean :P

Yuuummm..This is how my Milo is made. So thick that the density allows the straw to stand straight up ;) ( o yea, that is my right foot n slipper under the table, and Neenu's pink purse on the table, hehe)

As usual, I did not remember to take pics of the food before eating it.. I did however, take a pic of the finished choc fondue set :D Can see some bits of melted choc that were not properly scraped off in the mug. And the candle burning under it to keep the chocolate melted :) It was really yummy.. according to Shang, the chef who made it looked yummy too.. but I didn't see him, my back was facing the kitchen :(

After dinner we walked around n bought some stuff.. I got a bunch of necklaces n got my present from Choo fixed.. then we watched Death Race. That is one cool movie. Jason Statham punya body in there is seriously worship-worthy.. I want la.... sigh.. I mean I want him, not a body like his -_-" To quote my friend (who shall remain unnamed due to reasons of.... er... dignity :P)
"If it LOOKS that GOOD... Imagine how it would FEEL" Yes babe, I'm imagining it alright :D
OK, his body is not the only reason to go for the movie la, the stunts are damn cool n the cars... oh la la... Plus the babe.... Awesome ;) Its a nice movie to watch in the theater.. My only complaint is 34k died... He was so many hamsems la... MIT graduate and 10th generation triad leader, woo.. what a combo..

Ops, i gtg... running late for the MU vs Chelsea match... Need to mandi n have dinner 1st before my friend comes to pick us up. Special mention to Noddy who has been messaging me everyday with some nice, cheerful smses ever since he found out I have been feelin a lil down... thank u!! :)
Alright guys... over and out!
xox

2008-09-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

I just realized that in my post entitled "POST TWO", I was laughing at my friend for asking me if I planned to stay back in my grandma's place after clubbing. Not so long after that (within the month actually) I actually did go clubbing n then went back to my grandma's house at like, 4 am. Good thing My abovementioned friend wasn't in the club that nite, he would definitely have had the last laugh -_-"

This is a short post, just wanted to comment on what I have commented on up there :P But seriously folks, let us all take back a lesson from this. I already use this motto. Its called "never say never" :) Watch American Tail to know where I learnt it from. And mind you, I watched it like, when I was 6 or 7... early learner :P

toodles... xox.

No reason why..

2008-09-17T01:38:00.000-07:00

This post was supposed to be telling the details of my wonderful term break where I spent 10 days in the state of Selangor.. Staying with my 'hubby' :) However, I dont feel like detailing it now la... Feeling blue :( N I don't know the reason why. I woke up at almost 2.30 pm today. Slept last nite at almost 4. Couldn't sleep before that, was tossing and turning in my bed. And i was tossing and turning in my sleep as well. Bad dreams that I don't remember. No classes today, just for this week, coz lab starts next week. I shud be glad i have no classes, but.... duno la. As Shang would say, I'm having my ngongek face on. Trying to snap out of it, but lacking the willpower. And motivation.

Since I came back to my hostel in SP, life has been so strange. I feel like there is no purpose in my life anymore. I know mountains can't exist without valleys, n God knows I've was on a very high mountain during my break. But I was in a long valley before that, n its so unfair that I have to go down so low so soon again. I think Semeling is just a very depressing place. Any place where there are so many busybodies must be very depressing. Places where ppl want to know everything about you, not coz they like u, but so that they can diss u. Like, wth rite?

I have decided I cant go on living like this anymore. I want a life with way less drama, where I spend more time doing things that I like to do, n not what ppl want me to do. I'm not talking abt things like studying la, thats different. Those are responsibilities. I mean, I wil stop spending time doing things that make me hate my life, that make me feel like I have no control over the path my life is leading. I am gonna stop giving a rat's ass about things that I hear about me that are not true. Yea, I have been saying that I don't care for a long time, but it stil hurts so bad that ppl who don't even know me can be biased about me coz of things they hear about me. WHICH
ARE NOT TRUE! (I don't think I wil ever stop getting amazed about this fact)

If ppl dont want to talk to me or return my smile due to their whatever pre-conceived notions, that is their loss. True friends of mine would clear up things with me. Those that stop being my friends without even asking for my side of the story can get lost. For those that go around spreading these shit about me, I only have one word -> KARMA. I love karma :) N I know my best friends don't judge me. I don't judge them. They are there for me, and that is enough.

I am also gonna start doing the things that I have wanted to do but never dared to due to caring about what "the public" will think. Screw the public. They aren't gonna be feeding me when I am hungry or paying my salary when I work. One good thing about Semeling is I HAVE found certain ppl that are nice la. Habeeb for one (I'm listening to Ruby Tuesday now.. thanx Habeeb :>) Kelvin for another. He might be a pest most times but he's not a bad person and he does have my best interests at heart.. I am thankful for them. Life is much more bearable when u have some ppl that can be depended on. N I will not have survived even this long without Neenu. My twin :) Muax babe.

Noddy just texted me :) N suddenly, I feel better. I wish you weren't so far away la.. my break has made me realise just how much easier my life would have been with my good friends around me. And this makes me sad, coz I miss the ppl I love. They are so far away :(
I wonder if the fact that all my single friends suddenly seem to have a significant other is contributing to my "depression" (for lack of a better word). They are either dalam process or coupled up d. Hmm... food for thought.

Yesterday, while at the gym, I was watching some ppl play badminton, and suddenly, i missed playing badminton so much that I actually had a physical ache in my chest. I had to stretch so I could breathe properly again, and I felt like crying. I wish I could go back to those days where my bro and I would play badminton during the school holidays at 11pm... under the streetlights.. and Dony would come join later on.. and we would play till we got too tired to even move, then we'll sit under the moon n stars and talk about the most inane topics... anything that enters the brain.. n yes, I even miss my bro and Dony bullying and teasing me mercilessly... And then it would get too late and Dony would just spend the nite in my house.. And I will be able to hear them laughing in the next room about whatever it was that they laughed about as I drifted off to sleep in my comfy room with its comfy bed and comforter and pillows.

The first thing I would do to that dude who stole my badminton rackets in AIMST when I see him would be to slap him senseless. Unfortunately (or maybe its fortunately..), I don't think I will be seeing him again. My lovely state-sponsored rackets that I won tournaments with. SIGH. Anyway, I will be headed to the gym soon. Neenu is already dressed to go. Maybe I will look at ppl playing badminton again today. Never say never.. :)

xox

Lazy, hazy days..

2008-08-19T23:56:00.001-07:00

I've got pics of the clubbing mentioned in previous 2 posts :) I cant seem to post images here though... hmm.. what is up with that? Laavanya: I know you're reading this, so tell me what's up with that k. Anywayz, its been a long time :) Hello readers :P
What has been going on in my life lately.. hmm.. CH is having chicken pox.. (ok that was random)
Last Friday was awesome, dinner out in this new place in SP that is kind of cool. Each dining group gets a lil hut of their own, with lamps and everything. The portions were small though, but the food was good and the drinks were (to quote my friend) 'heaven juice' :) Too bad none of us had the brains to take pics. But then again, since I am unable to post pics here, I guess it doesn't really matter. I think it is more of a drinking place... Yum cha and hang out, not go there to eat. Like Old Town White Coffee :) It has a live band on weekends, some magic show thingy on Thursdays (family day for the restaurant) and you can go fishing for your meal there. A little girl caught a huge prawn when I was there, her family was so happy, lolx.. it was kinda cool. I mean in the restaurant pond la, not in the sea. I really liked the ambiance there :)

Next day was lunch with this same bunch of friends in a different shop. Lunch was not so nice. Mine was by far the best tho, thankfully. I still don't know how the others managed to finish their meals, when it tasted like that. Kudos to them la :P I should start eating food in the cafe again.. I'm wasting my parents money AND my own pocket money by eating out, since the food is paid for together with my hostel fees. But the food just sucks SO bad la. Even now my room mate is having some stomach and bowel issues thanks to the food consumed there. Exam season, I just don't dare -_-"
I miss Penang food~~~~~

Back to reality, I have a paper tomorrow. Subject: Cell Technology & Genetic Transformation
Somebody stab me. I never knew there were so many ways u can change the genetic components of a cell la, till there is a whole subject for it for an entire semester. Bluekz. I remember skipping the Statistics chapter in Add Maths for my SPM because I SO hated that chapter, only to have it come out as an entire paper in STPM (a.k.a. Pure Maths Paper 2). And now, doing my degree, I have 3 different subjects involving Statistics! Biostatistics, Population Genetics & Animal and Plant Breeding. And this is just so far. Gawd knows what subjects will come back to haunt me next year, imagine if my research project was something to do with statistics as well... Ugh.. talk about skipping the wrong topic. But according to seniors, the paper I have tomorrow will either be VERY EASY or VERY TOUGH. Its a do or die kind of paper, depending on your luck. So come on people, keep your fingers crossed for me :)

K la, I better go hit the books. O yea, status report.
Exams: so far so good. No one has to start buying black clothes for my funeral yet (touch wood!)
Emotional well-being: ok - ok la. The ppl who know me well will know why I am updating this status. 24th August 24th August. I have a paper on the 25th August, I wonder how that will go...
*food for thought*

I tak makan lagi la today, since I woke up. Just had a glass of milk. Hungry now. I want to mum mum and study redi. Laterz~! xox

Post Three

2008-08-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

xoxI wonder when I'm gonna stop naming my posts so lamely :P Anywayz, Friday/Saturday was FUN. The clubbing part I mean. Will post pics when I get them.. However, due to lack of sleep, no proper nutrition, air pollution, yadda yadda yadda.. I almost fell sick on Saturday.. A dose of Zyrtec (cetrrizine) and a double dose of Vit C, plus sleeping early helped :) No more blocked nose, yay..
So today I woke up at 8.30, thanks again to my friend.. Jaya this time... WHAT is up with my friends waking me up lately? Don't you people sleep in? It's SUNDAY for goodness sake...

Well, had my shower then had breakfast in the cafe after such a long time. I haven't eaten in the cafe since... Um... since... wow, I can't remember -_-" Well, I started again today. Getting broke d, need to start eating the free food again... which my dad technically paid for already la.. sigh.
Anyway, it's time to hit the books now.. wish me luck! xox~

Dear God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I cannot accept;
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill today because they got on my nerves.

And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today
as they may be connected to the feet I may have to kiss tomorrow.

Help me to always give 100% at work....
12% on Monday
23% on Tuesday
40% on Wednesday
20% on Thursday
5% on Fridays

And when I'm having a really bad day,
and it seems that people are trying to wind me up,
Help me to remember:
It takes 42 muscles to frown,
28 muscles to smile and ;
only 4 to extend my arm and PUNCH SOMEONE IN THE FACE!!
Amen.

Post Two

2008-08-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

At 10.55 am, I woke up to find Arveena all packed and ready to leave. On her 12 pm bus to KL. Ok, we hugged, and she left n I went back to sleep. Then about one hour ago, I was woken up by text messages... As I finished replying them and prepared to doze off again, my very old friend (he's not old, the friendship is old) decided to bug my life. So I had to wake up n talk... I want to sleeepp :( Now I'm having some plans that I never made in the 1st place. Apparently, he is coming up to where I live to do some fishing and then they plan to give me a visit, maybe go yum cha somewhere then send me back to the hostel.

Me: Oh, I can't yum cha with u guys in the evening, I might be late coz my friend is coming to pick me up later to go to Slippery Senoritas. (SS)
Him: Ooo.. you're going to SS.. *lightbulb turns on* Wait, SP got SS!!??
Me: Huh? Serious? *misinterpreting the tone as a statement*
Him: I'm asking u laa..
Me: Swt... No.. The SS in Penang la.
Him: Oh. Ok. So you will be in SS tonight. Wait, you'll be in SS tonight?
Me: Um.. yea, that's what I just said right? *thinking: did I just wake up, or did he?*
Him: Oh. So you're gonna be in Penang tonight! Are you gonna stay over in your grandma's place?
Me: Hahaha... you are so farnee... You want me to stay over in my grandma's place after I finish clubbing?
Him: Oh yea.. Good point.. Hehe.. Sorry, my bad.. But its cool though, I'll be in SS tonight as well... I think. So we're switching places la, me going to your place n you coming to my place..
Me: What the..! ME going to YOUR place? Oii. I was born in Penang too you know. Have u forgotten I was in the same primary school as you? Same tuition as well? zzzzz
Him: I know I know la... it was a figure of speech la, meaning the place where we are staying at right now, not where we originate from.
Me: Oh.. Wait,you're staying in Penang Island right now??
Him: Umm. No. I'm staying in Juru.. Beside Autocity there. O yea, did I tell you I shifted to Juru?
Me: No....
Him: Ok... I shifted to Juru..
Me: Thanks for the info -_-"""

And the conversation continued in this vein, for quite some time. At least I have an excuse, I had just woken up. What was his excuse? Lolx. If you're reading this, CH, drink COFFEE! TEA is an old man's drink :P

Anywayz, while still on the phone with him, I dragged my @$$ out of bed and switched on my pc (Jas asked me to... loong story) and now, after hanging up, this is what I'm doing. Yes ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the episode of my life entitled "I have no life" :)
I'm gonna go shower and get dressed for my day out now.. where I wont study for another whole day. I'm so screwed...

Toodles~ xox

Day One

2008-08-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

At this time next week, I would have finished 2 exams (both of which I have not started studying for... sigh..) and yet, here I am, creating a blog. I must be insane. I had a very nice lazy day where I went to sleep at almost 5 am ( was chatting with my bestie n Vinod til like, 4 am, then did all the bedtime rituals, n had a lil girl talk with Arveena before finally falling asleep), woke up late (2.24pm I think), messaged a girlfriend almost the entire day, chocolate was my 1st meal of the day, followed by Maggi, then some porridge served in the cafe. I know, so unhealthy. Good thing parents will be coming to visit on Sunday and bringing loads of fruits, yay! I am quite the fresh fruit fanatic. I did not do ANYTHING productive, except wash my underwear, lolx..

Right at this moment, I SHOULD BE STUDYING! What the hell is wrong with me?? The fact that I know I should be studying makes me unable to enjoy everything else I do ( such as eating, sleeping, idly chit-chatting, reading storybooks, bathing, watching anime, procrastinating n generally, wasting time, although I did enjoy watching The Devil Wears Prada last nite :P) n yet, when I sit down at my table, I cant focus! I tried just now, and I ended up doodling and drawing a bigger exam timetable to stick on my cupboard. Its there now, stuck with a Langkawi Eagle fridge magnet, mocking me.

And I KNOW I won't be studying tomorrow because my room mate is leaving to KL, and I will be going clubbing. My room mate leaving to KL is crucial to me not studying, because she is quite hard-working, n whenever I see her studying, I feel obliged to stare at my notes for some duration of time, after which I can tell myself: "hey, at least you tried" -___-"
I hope after clubbing, my body will finally send a message to my brain: "You've had enough fun, start to concentrate on the not-so-fun stuff now"

Oh well, a girl can dream :) Now I'm gonna go beautify this thing. Wish me luck!
ttfn... xox